Sunday, November 28, 2004

today my bro was the worship leader for youth service...i think he did a great job! he has a strong n mighty voice..haha.

feel that i haven been spending much time at home, it's like i dunno what are my parents are doing n all. however, they din say or nag at me at all. i guess i'll try to stay home more. cos now's a pretty crucial period of time...as retreat n camp approaches.

on thurs, i suddenly felt v energetic n enthu that bethia n i walked fr woodlands to sembawang..hee. we had a great time catching up! we talked abt our parents..she was telling me that her relationship with her parents has changed. in the past, she's always shouting,quarrelling n arguing with them. but now, they still quarrel but it's just really mild. then i told her that now, we're more of trying to win them over to Christ and honouring them. she agreed =) after the lllooooonnngggg talk we had fr woodlands to sembawang..i feel really encouraged n blessed to have a sister such as her! =) one whom i know, always willing to listen to me and encourage me to press on.

had a crazy day today..haha. moving here n there. but i had a fruitful time w' yongling during lunch. =) yeah! todays qt, God's telling me to forgive someone...n i'm glad that i'm hearing what He wants me to do. forgive just as the Lord forgave our sins, be a reflector to shine and reflect Jesus. It'll set me free and i'll get back my peace and comfort. it has always been a constant struggle for me to love everyone just the same esp those whom i often clash with. God's nv wrong or fail to do what He says...not even once. i love being in His presence.

it's so ez to worship, serve and praise God when everything's going well. whenever i think of this, the marriage vow that ppl take when they get married comes to my mind.." for the better or the worst.." same goes for my relationship with God too. for better of the worst...i should always seek Him.

Service to God is inclusive..not exclusive.
* Not for anything that i seek but for You, that i seek
dun feel like typing anymore..so slpy. gonna stop here today. *grinz*

everything else fades away...when u focus on Jesus.