Wednesday, July 13, 2005

isaish41verse9-10
I took you from the ends of the earth, from its farthest corners I called you. I said, 'You are my servant' ; I have chosen you and have not rejected you. So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; i will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
verse 13
For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, do not fear; I will help you.

God's gentleness.
there's so many things in sch in the coming 2 weeks. my tests, a retest and a deadline to meet. have to prep bs this week too. i felt that i couldn't make it through. i flunk my accounts test...i was ok that i didn't do well. i knew i was gonna fail already becos i didn't prepare enuff. my lecturer was insensitive. he kept dwelling on the topic of retest and not doing well for tests for almost half an hr. he talked abt me infront of my class indirectly, it was so obvious cos i was the only one in class who failed it. he's not helping me at all, by saying all those things. bleah. during that lesson, i didn't want to face that lecturer and just wanted to go home. in the end, i decided that i shld stay on and carry on with my lessons.
God took away my anger and hurt by His gentleness last night. i forgave my lecturer. no longer do i feel alone anymore, knowing that He's there. my Helper always =)

rachel crashed into our bLaw lecture today. i sat beside rachel and shufen during bLaw lecture today and it was so fun. talking and talking at the back of the lecture hall, i was reminded of the times we spent together in sch during our first year.

after sch, i met my sec sch friends at west mall. it was a gathering for boon wy...who's going away to london to study. we sat at swensens and talked and talked. recalling all the funny stuff we did back then. really miss my sec sch life, haha.
business law's test tmr! i wanna do well for it! having a huge break before the test, really hope that i wun become slpy.

*praying as if everything depends on God, working as if everything depends on me

everything else fades away...when u focus on Jesus.