Saturday, September 03, 2005

i was doing some housework until i saw my com room and i knew that i have to blog. heh. dust and spiderwebs are collecting here =P this wk, God has been my provider, teaching me abt money. was super broke recently, nv i've been this broke. haha, but He provided it all. can u believe that i actually ate rice at the airport for $1.80 only. and the rice was really yummy too! yesterday, i wasn't sure whether i should go for JPM or not. i had tons of work to do. a whole stack of contracts to read up. revision to be done in 3 wks. the list goes on. poly life's not slack at all. each time i finish a project, i'm looking fwd to the rest that i'm going to have after that. but it nv happens, the work load nv stops. but God has been gd...giving me time outside of home to be alone and talk to Him.
in the end, i decided that i shld go for JPM. so many reasons that i shld go... have a time of worship and pray together with my church. headed home after school, cos i didn't bring my sword with me. showered and my lovely kor came to pick me up =) so glad and blessed to have him,esp when i'm feeling down and tired. sometimes i feel that i 'owe' him a lot, heh. sam led the time of worship and the songs were so real, it was exactly how i felt in my heart. listening to all the updates and prayer requests by the pastors... God's doing great things through them, for our community =)
at JPM, i prayed together with caleb when everyone split into their own cgs. as we prayed together for our cg and other ministries, it was a different feeling. i became more focused and awake. hardly we get to pray together outside cg, glad that we did ytd. tmr's open sunday!!! yay. and there's a soccer match too~ lets go support our soccer team ya =D and pray that the weather will not hinder them from playing again

*let us hold unswevingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is FAITHFUL*

*hebrews 10:23*

everything else fades away...when u focus on Jesus.